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There is a difference between giving of ourselves from duty and expectation (which leaves us resentful), and giving from heartfelt generosity (which brings us joy).  There is a difference between being trapped in a miserable marriage, and loving someone through the hard times.  There is a difference between codependency and biblical self-denial.

Take care of yourself, and you will always have your best to give.

Recommended for those struggling to find this balance:  The New Codependency by Melody Beattie.

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